The dark and empty world of Renee becomes painfully clear and is suffered in silence no more. Lacking the love and support that Renee should have been given at home, Renee turns to drugs, shoplifting, and violence. Inspired by no one, Renee relies to her vivid imagination and fantasies of one day living a better life to stay alive. Suffocated by negativity and surrounded by the living dead, what will happen to Renee? In this shocking page turning, unforgettable account of child abuse and neglect, Makaila Renee invites you on a journey that reveals the different ways children cope with the most desperate of circumstances. This heart-stopping memoir is for anyone who searches for the motivation to overcome the past.